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hm. [19 Sep 2007|06:26pm]
[ mood | content ]

there has been absolutely nothing going on in my life right now, aside for the fact that i'm dead broke, but that's a whole different ball game. i don't really know what the word is to explain how i've been feeling lately, maybe it's content, i guess. yeah, that sounds pretty good. content is really good for me, especially when i'm usually so high strung about how my life is. i have so many ups and downs that when i'm content is when it's actually weird for me. i mean sure there are things i wish were a little different, but they aren't killing me. i think school has somewhat of a calming effect on me. most people get stressed, but i kind of just chill. lately i have been thinking that college is so much easier than high school ever was. i have been doing so good in my classes lately and everything is falling into place, just right. now if only i could figure out if teaching is what i really want to do with my life. i guess only time will tell. i'm in one of those times where i need change. i'm dying for change. so, i'm thinking about cutting my hair and possibly highlighting/dying it. when i say cutting it, i mean CUTTING it. not drastic, but about 4-5 inches shorter than it is now. maybe 3. i have no idea what this post was really about, but i have a paper to write, so instead of procrastinating longer i guess i'll go do that. i shall try to write in here more often, but i just never feel like anything interesting enough happens to me to write it down. i hope everything is well with all of you. let me know. :D

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[21 Jul 2006|12:19pm]
(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

I miss somebody right now.  (matt's at work.) × I don't watch much TV these days. I own lots of books.  (but don't read them much anymore)
I wear glasses or contact lenses. × I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana.  (a few times)
I've watched porn movies.  (haha, mike's house (drinking beer and watching porn)) × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.  (a lot) I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.  (i guess i'm a happier person) × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
it goes on... )
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[11 Aug 2005|02:06pm]
i got a laptop, now i just have to get a router. and im confused on what to get. if anyone knows, help me out, please?
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controversy? [26 Jul 2005|02:43pm]
Amazing Issue with Target Stores - If they have a good sale in their ads, take the ad to Wal-Mart, where they will meet the price............... Dick Forrey of the Vietnam Veterans Association wrote.

"Recently we asked the local TARGET store to be a proud sponsor of the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Wall during our spring recognition event.

We received the following reply from the local TARGET management: "Veterans do not meet our area of giving. We only donate to the arts, social action groups, gay & lesbian causes, and education."

So I'm thinking, if the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Wall and veterans in general do not meet their donation criteria, then something is really wrong at this TARGET store. We were not asking for thousands of dollars, not even hundreds, just a small sponsorship for a memorial remembrance.

As a follow-up, I E-mailed the TARGET U.S. corporate headquarters and their response was the same. That's their national policy.

Then I looked into the company further. They will not allow the Marines to collect for 'Toys for Tots' at any of their stores. And during the recent Iraq deployment, they would not allow families of employees who were called up for active duty to continue their insurance coverage while they were on military service. Then as I dig further, TARGET is a French-owned corporation. (WOW) NOW YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now, I'm thinking again. If TARGET cannot support American Veterans, then why should my family and I support their stores by spending our hard earned American dollars and to have their profits sent to France. Without the American Vets, where would France be today?"

Feel free to pass this along to whomever you want.

Sincerely, Dick Forrey Veterans helping Veterans SFC David. Kaiser, Kay Kaiser

Please send this on to everyone you know to let Target know how AMERICAN'S feel about their non support of America and our support of them. Isn't it amazing how people can forget when we support them.

FYI: I boycotted Target at Christmas because they refused the Salvation Army access to their outside doors.
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[28 May 2005|01:48pm]
i decided to do a little friends cut because once again i feel like i can't write about things that i want to write about in my own journal. so, if your under the cut, then you've been cut. sorry.

lovess.
<-- friend's cut --> )
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[20 Mar 2005|03:00pm]
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Stability |||||||||||| 43%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Empathy |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Intellectual |||||| 23%
Mystical |||| 16%
Artistic || 10%
Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||| 30%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||| 63%
Conflict seeking |||||||||| 36%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||| 30%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||| 36%
Wealth |||||||||||| 43%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||| 30%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||| 30%
Sexuality || 10%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Food indulgent |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Histrionic |||||||||| 36%
Paranoia |||||||||| 36%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
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[14 Mar 2005|11:33am]
someone needs to help me make my journal pretty...and i mean now!!! :D
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[14 Feb 2005|05:05pm]
happy valentines day everyone!!
click it <33 )
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[21 Jan 2005|02:02pm]

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY DANIELLE MARIE!!

go to dani's journal and wish her a happy birthday...[info]firefly_3

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[21 Jan 2005|01:57pm]
all guys should...


Tell her she's amazing. Tell her why you think shes amazing. Play with her hair. Talk to her in movie theatres. Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly kiss her. Pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it. Hold her hand and walk. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand.

Pick flowers from other peoples yards and give them to her. Tell her she looks beautiful. Introduce her to your friends as "the most amazing girl I know''. Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops. Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes...Whatever it takes to make her laugh.

Write poems and songs about her. Walk with her, even if its just around the block. Throw pebbles at her window at night. surprise her. do things that make her smile, make her laugh and make her want to kiss you right on the face. be spontaneous. When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her. Give her back rubs. Play mud football with her. Play in the snow with her. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her... even if its just to say hi. Call her back if she calls you.

Jump on the bed with her. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree. Get her mad, then kiss her. Push her on swings. Give her piggy-back rides. Stay up with her all night. Leave her little unexpected notes...on the car, or on her door saying how much she means to you. Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the stars. Make up nicknames for eachother. Show up at her work unexpectedly.

Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand. Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds. Make her cds of songs that remind you of her. Write her letters. If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip. Go out on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long. Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones. Listen to her favorite songs. When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ice cream.

Let her take all the pictures of you she wants. Look into her eyes. Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Make her a romantic dinner for special days. Remember dates... even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise her on the anniversary. Kiss her in the rain. Kiss her in the snow...kiss her when she least expects it. When you fall in love with her, tell her.
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[20 Jan 2005|08:38pm]

sorry everyone but it's time for a major friend's cut. so, if your on this list and you don't want to be cut...comment me:

[info]0alliemarie0

[info]_ego_suicide_ </span>

[info]_shadow_dancer_ </span>

[info]ashleyyxo </span>

[info]fifthavewhore </span>

[info]gaffa_ldr </span>

[info]getupandmove </span>

[info]jewel_2sparkle </span>

[info]kellbell682 </span>

[info]memoryonpaper </span>

[info]newherewithyou </span>

[info]roxysurf287 </span>

[info]thesecretmove </span>

[info]toxiic_loviin </span>

[info]wishfulxdreams </span>

[info]xcryinbluerain </span>

[info]xxjen </span>

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`i guess i'm back for good :D [25 Dec 2004|11:47am]
[ mood | tired ]

yeah, myspace isn't as fun as livejournal for some reason. i miss it here, so i'm back. miss me??

ohh, and merry christmas everyone!

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[11 Sep 2004|01:15pm]
[ mood | bored ]

     

Remember.


yeah today is sept 11, that sucks. i remember when it happened. i was sitting in study hall with crystal, jackie, and some other people and roebuck was our teacher dude and he NEVER let us talk. then mr. reh came in and gave roebuck a peice of paper and then he told us what happened. crystal started crying cause her dad was in the city and everything. it was crazy. then later we were in science and they said that anyone whose parents worked in the city to go to the guidance place so they could call home and erica's dad was there. and i started crying cause i love her dad. emotional day. jeez.

anyways, hurricane ivan is headed our way so once again i dont know when i will be back to update, depending on if we lose power or not. so pray for us. love you all.

<33;nikki
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[02 Sep 2004|04:37pm]
[ mood | tired ]

hurricane frances is hitting florida tomorrow night so i'm updating now to tell you all that i might not be on for awhile. depending on if we have power or not. no school tomorrow or monday, niceeee! four day weekend, and what? lol. so yeah, love you.

<33

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[01 Sep 2004|09:08pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | KONSTANTiNE-SOMETHiNG CORPORATE ]

yeah, i just wrote a whole fucking entry and it's gone. so...i'm not writing it all over again. to sum it up i'm depressed and i don't know why. i'm sick of being single, i'm scared that i'm a senior, i miss ny, and i'm slipping in my faith.

damn, doesn't that suck...

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[17 Aug 2004|03:42pm]
[ mood | confused ]

point blank, hurricane charley is an asshole. i don't feel like going into detail right now. but i will say that my house is okay and i am okay. if thats a good thing. i need to clean my room and do some long awaited homework that should be done already. so im out.


loves sent. <33

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[10 Aug 2004|04:14pm]
[ mood | bored ]

so, school has started. joy of joys. not. it was cool to see a bunch of people that i didn't get to see over the summer, but it's just another reminder that i'm not graduating from chester. :( my schedule is as follows:

1. Student Aide/Front Office
2. English IV Honors
3. Anatomy/Physiology Honors
4. Journalism III Newspaper
5. Journalism II Yearbook
6. Lunch
7. College Prep Math
8. Economics

i guess my classes are okay, but i need to switch them around because i'm supposed to be taking psychology. so, my classes are kind of going to change. i will probably have anatomy 6, psychology 3, and lunch 5 instead. whatever. i don't know what else to write about so i'm out of here. love you guys.

<33

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[23 Jul 2004|12:37am]

                           

                           

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